Guys… GUYS… it happened. I finally got my BFP!!! What!?!?! Never have I ever been blessed to see a second line. Not once in my life, and certainly not once in our 5 years actively TTC (trying to conceive). Shocking and exciting and nerve wracking and so many other things!

Check out our reactions and us sharing the long awaited news with family and friends below:

I had definitely been losing hope, and I think part of me simply couldn’t believe we’d ever get our happy ending after being disappointed time and time again. But on the flip side, perhaps that was just my way of guarding my heart. We protect ourselves the best we can I suppose.

Anyways, our lines have been getting progressively darker which is encouraging and I’ve been feeling increasingly unwell which is also welcomed as it gives me hope that all is progressing well.

It is obviously VERY early and there is always a risk for a chemical or miscarriage, so we really are trying to take it day by day, but we’ve never once made it this far so that in itself is something to celebrate.

Here’s a rundown of my 2ww symptoms:

Transfer Day
Pre-Transfer: constipated but overall good
Post-Transfer: very very gassy, bloated, very mild cramping

Lightheaded before eating
Very mild stretching feeling
Still constipated
Still a little lightheaded/dizzy, now after eating (in spells)
Chocolate spotting (medium heavy) after bm

Super gassy and bloated
Very dull pinch lower right side
boobs mildly tender
mild cramps
light brown spotting
sharp pain in right boob for a minute
sharp pain below right boob after for a minute

Nauseous dizzy and hot upon waking (very short spell)
Dizzy and nauseous while packing
Frequent urination (but also increased fluids intake)
Nipples/areolas engorged
cervix had been low, now high
some cramping on/off

4dp5dt (flight from NY to TX)
3am pee
Hip pain, pinching in uterus
Snapping, electric shock down front of uterus
bad cramping

mild cramping
short wave of nausea
increased thirst
mild increased urination

positive HPT a.m.
mild fatigue
mild cramping here and there

insomnia/wake to pee
mild cramping
frequent urination

insomnia/wake to pee
very hungry upon waking
nauseous after eating
fatigued (but also up since 3am!)

So there you have it! That’s all for now. Need to go have a nap. Literally. I’ll be back with more thoughts and reflections on all of this shortly! xo

4 thoughts on “O.M.G

  1. I am so happy for you! I’ve been following your blog for awhile and praying for you for this good news!! I got a BFN on all HPT’s leading up to beta day, so when I got a high beta I didn’t believe my nurse! I am now 25 weeks and our little baby girl is doing great! But I was and still am like you that even now, it’s hard to relax and enjoy bc you think it will be taken away from you any moment after all we have been through. Anyway, I will keep praying for you and keep us updated!! ❤❤❤


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